2008 was definetly not a year of happy for aquarius It was a year of reflection, mourning, and figuering out what is real and what is a false pretender.
Alot of shit happened this year that realy made me have to grow up mentally. Emotionally i was a total wreck.
I mean so many things happened that I had to face maturity.
1) i spent my birthday alone at home
2) i lost someone speacial to me, to someone else
3) all my friends evaporated before the graduation day actually ended
4) im not in college.
5) i still havent had a real boyfriend
Like the list goes on. Yesterday i was feeling like shit because I couldnt understand why i was feeling the way i was feeling. Im as open as i can be but i cant let anyone in. Ive seen too many heartbreals by my peers so seeing that i try to avoid it by not doing what the others do.
But it seems as if that is the only way i should be for me to see any results.
Im stuck in a rut that i dug n its difficult climbing out with out any nails.... :|
Remeber.. how back when I first started this blog..
i just used to talk about McDonalds.. well heres a blast from the past.
ADVENTURES IN MICKEY DEEZZZZ..[nuts]
Now maybe its me.
But honestly I think people become stupider when they are put in front of customer service.
Like they feel as if they are smarter than you because your job is to serve, but in turn because of thier arrogance, they become dumb.
Anyway back to the story.
So im in Front D/T right and it was last week friday this happened.
The weather man said it was going to be a snow storm at 9 right.
9 came and passed and it was not any snow at all.
so im like.. [u dumb shit]
then it was od snow out of nowhere.
but b4 all that bullshit.
it was raining I believe.
This elderly couple drives thru orders 2 decaf coffees and pays their money.
Now I go to make thier coffees and have it sitting on the inside of the drive thru waiting for their elderly ass to hurry the hell up and get em.
as soon as I see them pull up I open up the window with the quickness and hand them the coffees.
Mind you it is already raining and mad cold liquids are sprinklings on me and it feels like ice picks.
The old dude rolls down the window. and I swear before the window is visible enough to pass his nose he barks out
[for those of you who are virgins to the ways of mcdonalds.. we have drink bags that we hand out to customers who have two drinks or more, usually we don't do this in drive thru because. you have a fucking car with cup holders.]
So I'm looking at him like "you old crusty fart."
now at first I was going to put the coffees in the bag and hand it to them but I was like
"these bum-ass custy's think they can get away with anything they like. Think they can just demand things rudely as if im not human. as if its not below fucking zero in sum freezin ass weather, while they got on coats and car heaters.!"
So I turn around and Hand them the plastic bag "here"
He looks me as if I committed the ultimate sin.
"what?!" he replied.
"Here..." I said handing him the plastic bag looking directly into his eyes..
"Uhm your supposed to put it in".. the old lady bag next to him says.
"No, Im not, its a courtesy. You have hands right?"
"The manger always puts it in, when I ask" The old man replies with a snort.
a scowl was growing on the face of the woman next to him.
probably growing impatient at the girl in the black mcdonalds hat and the breezy rain through her window.
So we go back and forth and in the end I jus say ..."man fuck it" I put the coffees in the bag and continue to smile.. hand them the bag and smile with a "Have A Nice Day"
The man takes his coffees, gives me one last look before the window actually closes and shouts out.
"You fucking dumbass!"
I push the window back open and shout to the man and his wife
"FUCK YOU TOO, I HOPE U CHOKE U OLD BASTARD!!"
and close the window.
He continued to curse, but I was satisfied with my comeback.
The moral of the story is children,
when people are assholes for no damn reason,
and you think maybe its because of the seasons,
and you try your best to put on a smile,
but they just irk u no matter what all the while.
just take my advice when they wanna get smart,
"listent o me mother fucker I'm just playing a part,
It turns out I can't get the Blackberry Storm...ever.
Well not ever just until my contract becomes eligible for an upgrade, which should take another 6 months. By that time the Blackberry will be trash and I won't want it anymore. because yes. I am materialistic and yes... I do want it before everyone has it. Or at least everyone I know.
My sis I give big props too though **hands props to sis**
She was on a missionto find that damn phone!! find a way.
Capricorns... determind. **cough Stubborn cough**
So being already vexed I went on a shopping spree.
Spree I tell you.. SPREEEEE!!!!!!!
Its too cold to be walking around.
well it was actually very nice yesterday sunny and shit.
of course when you shop online theres only one place to shop!
I Just came back from Casper's house. Hopefully my new producer....[if he happens to want to move to fordham so I don't have to freeze my titties off in this weather]
For real I didn't think I was going to make it. I froze literally waiting for bullshit public transportation.
But without a little pain you can't progress right?
So I came in there extra scared. For some reason I though I was heading to a "Professional Studio" like the ones you see in the music video and Hova tryna spit a verse that he can't spit because he got to old. [J-Z L-P] haha
No it was way more comfortable. Casper's room a mic a mic stand. His computer system with all the hookups. It was really exciting. I was a little nervous but noenough to make me choke in front of all my peers during my final exam where in I had to just play one stupid song on a keyboard. no. much more relaxed.
So first David did his verse. He looked so professional! I was a lil taken aback by his forthwright. [If that at all goes with what I'm trying to recapture through text]
So then it came down to my turn.
IDK I was expecting Casper to be one of those snooty ass... "are you sure you know what your doing?" type guy.. but he was alright Very nice, very relaxed. [and he smelt so good. OMG.. i think it was Curve] So anyway i did my verse then sang the hook. shit was tough.
They were giving me mad props. My cheecks still hurt. haha!! [from smiling.....nasty]
anywho. In the back of my mind my pride and all that went up like 100% I got it first try doubling.. and flowing.
I think that I can become really good once I find my voice and shit like that. I mean I like the track and all but I would like to sound more animated when I do my thang a huh huh huh huh [grandmaster flash voice]
Morning. As you all know I love to big up's my people so here I come with another one. Wreckhouse Wreckords having another party, and this time you wont lose 10 pounds afterwords. [check out the other post if'n you don't understand]
It's on Dec. 27th and going to be at club El Rancho. theres also some talks about Hot 97, and Cory Gunz coming through. so chyea you can see me there chilling with the fam Young Woo.
What else are you gonna do on a saturday night but party your ass off... till ya fall off. You can get your tickets online and they only.. peep this $20.oo
oo shit... recession aint fucking up this get together. haha so come through fly and flashy ladies and gentlemen
I had sent an email to this photographer like back in early October. I had seen her blog through one of her friends. Couldn't front, the pics were solid [trying sumfin new ha ha] anyhow I hadn't gotten a response in like 10 years, which had me feeling like an asshole because I usually never send any type of shit like that.
Honestly you don't know the kind of people out there and what their about. so this being my first time I was really completely shut the fuck down ha ha.
But I was elated this morning =] got a response back.
and hopefully, well lets not say anything else. don't want to spoil what might not even be.
was on the homie Robbie page so i decided to snatch up this bad boy for those who dont know who i am :]
Name: Sasha ™ Birthdate: February 1990 ---Aquarius uh huh Birthplace: Parkchester Current Location: Bum ass Kingsbridge Eye Color: dark brown Hair Color: at the moment... idk Height: 5'6 Weight: ----dun matter i look good. Piercings: ears Tatoos: soon Boyfriend/Girlfriend: Boyfriend Overused Phraze: cornball, ya moms, dirty, smd, fuck you FAVORITES Food: cookies.. chocolate chip :] Candy: most things chocolate.. or sour power straws Number: many zeros Color: green Animal: used to like dogs b4 kingston came. Drink: koolaid...mixed wit grape soda haha Alcohol Drink: bacardi.. watermelon Bagel: wif cream cheese n bacon Letter: S Body Part on Opposite sex: face This or That Pepsi or Coke: pepsi McDonalds or BurgerKing: McDonalds got me open Strawberry or Watermelon: watermelon... Hot tea or Ice tea: Ice Tea wit a lemon.. the powder kind.. Chocolate or Vanilla: Chocolate Hot Chocolate or Coffee: Mixed Kiss or Hug: give hugs, get kissed Dog or Cat: cats r evil Rap or Punk: rap Summer or Winter: winter Scary Movies or Funny Movies: funny Love or Money: cant have one w/o the other YOUR... Bedtime: when eyes become chinkier than normal. Most Missed Memory: friends Best phyiscal feature: where do i start, the list goes on my man. First Thought Waking Up: fuk... im late Goal for this year: model/ rap :] Best Friends: none at all Weakness: charm Fears: giving up Longest relationship: a month and change HAVE YOU... Ever Drank: duh Pot: from time to time Ever been Drunk: off my ass Ever been beaten up: nope Ever beaten someone up: the day will come. Ever Shoplifted: yup... H&M glasses.. sad smh Ever Skinny Dipped: ?? too cold for that shit. Ever Kissed Opposite sex: i was raped...consensually. Been Dumped Lately: neva... IN A GUY/GIRL Favorite Eye Color: really lite or really dark Favorite Hair Color: dun matter Short or Long: either way Height: taller than me Style: fresh your own Looks or Personality: Personality.. Hot or Cute : i like em cold hearted n cute Drugs and Alcohol: niether Muscular or Really Skinny: muscular RANDOMS Number of Regrets in the Past: none... everything happens for a reason What country do you want to Visit: umm... Amsterdam =D How do you want to Die: loved Been to the Mall Lately: that shit is trash Do you like Thunderstorms: when im inside Get along with your Parents: of course Health Freak: nope... get sick every other day. Do you think your Attractive: I know I am Believe in Yourself: who else gonna? Want to go to College: sigh... kinda Do you Smoke: I'm on fire Do you Drink: is there any koolaid n grape soda? Shower Daily: even if the waters cold. Been in Love: once... i think it was lust though. Do you Sing: in the shower.. + freestyle Want to get Married: too many niggas, n they all bitches smh.
moment of silence [......................] yea so all u "dollar menuaires" that's about it.
they told us at our meeting last week. probably why we have this new thing called the "triple cheeseburger"
its like 2.50 by itself.. and 2 for 3.00 when u get the special.. i fucking hate those burgers.. smh i cannot go a day without someone buying like 18 of them shits at once ughh.. >.<
im not gonna lie... they are delicious :]
i just wonder how those faithful old folks goin feel about the deletion of our sacred dollar menu? 8 years man we had it. started in 2000. oh wellis. they'll function. I VOTED!!!! like my vote actually kind of helped :] i wasnt sure what i was doing.. just clicked Obama... then everything else Democratic. everyone else seemed to have the same method. haha