27.12.08

I might be

Ok... So I'm thinking I might be a lil depressed.

2008 was definetly not a year of happy for aquarius
It was a year of reflection, mourning, and figuering out what is real
and what is a false pretender.

Alot of shit happened this year that realy made me have to grow up mentally.
Emotionally i was a total wreck.

I mean so many things happened that I had to face maturity.

1) i spent my birthday alone at home

2) i lost someone speacial to me, to someone else

3) all my friends evaporated before the graduation day actually ended

4) im not in college.

5) i still havent had a real boyfriend

Like the list goes on.
Yesterday i was feeling like shit because I couldnt understand why i was feeling the way i was feeling. Im as open as i can be but i cant let anyone in. Ive seen too many heartbreals by my peers so seeing that i try to avoid it by not doing what the others do.

But it seems as if that is the only way i should be for me to see any results.

Im stuck in a rut that i dug n its difficult climbing out with out any nails.... :|

4 comments:

  1.   I think your blog is really interesting ... especially this post :)

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  2. yo
    everyone gets like that
    I've felt like that this year too
    shit happens to me all the time
    you've just gotta take the risks
    trust your instincts

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  3. 2008 was definetly not a year of happy for aquarius
    It was a year of reflection, mourning, and figuering out what is real
    and what is a false pretender.




    you can say that A THOUSAND times more.

    it was the worst year for us aquarians...i swear.

    hopefully 09 brings some cheer.
    i hope. i cant imagine being lost in 09 too.

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  4. thanks @ megat i appreciate that =D

    Thanks @ authentik... i hope your right because this year I was feeling so low.. :\ hopefully next year will kick ass

    and will. your right.. I always have good instinct but I tend to doubt them... no more of that

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