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BORED OUT MY GORD...

so I was searching the web... Besides the bullshit going on on TV I have resorted to online tele.

It's less commercials and I can pause it and go piss, thanks technology ;)

I found the Chappelle Show! 

But wait there's more! 

All 3 seasons!

But wait even more, there's more!

no commercials!!!!!

OMFGGGGG

Oh My Fucking Goodnessssssss

I know that was OD. (I love that word, OD ::scene:: "bitch you ugly" "OOOHHHDDEEEEE")

lmao

ii.

I'm going through some shit and I don't know what to do :\

I'm pretty as shit, I don't feel bad about my looks, or any insecure shit like that, but I'm convinced everyone else is. 

Especially boys!

At least the young ones.

They seem to, look, glance, STARE at times, but thats about it.

With older men they STARE approach with something strange like, what time is it, or where can i find the train. you know regular shit.

and end up getting the number. deadass though.

Its strange but true. The older guy who came up like , 'fuck I got nothing to lose' will in the end get the number. 

*as long as they pretty enough, funny, or the pockets looking right.* 

-don't judge, I'm a young girl ;)-

Anyway I just don't understand it. I'm fed up.

I guess Im just an old soul. I'm just old fashioned and the older guys see it, while the younger ones wonder.

In other news, I quit smoking. -for now-

It was abrupt, I was with my Afrikan boi and he copped some bud from some spanish dudes on the bodega block.

I rolled a pretty L. I mean pretty, that shit was sexier than a mutha-mmmmm!

I smoked it, was feeling right.... and then

-BAM!-

paranoia up the ass, like a bitch had gas.

(trying something new)

My heart was thump thump thumping,

sweating, twitching and shit like I had a tick.

Mind you, MIND YOU I HAD JUST SEEN PARANORMAL ACTIVITY A WEEK PRIOR TO MY PARANORMAL ACTIVITY.

I don't know but I was just buggin' out, for two days straight. not as severe as the first but good enough.

So thats why I quit -for now-

Just to take a break.

Lastly the News on studio. I'm getting better. I'm working on cadence I just need to enunciate and put some Busa Buss innah it!

I feel like I'm on my way, and I'm making moves. With the support of my family, friends, and blog fam, I hope to achieve this soon. You may not think it, but I'm as humble as ever.

Word to me and you can quote this. People who have influenced, changed, support, or even just been there for me I will repay you, no matter what.

I just know I will, I'm here for y'all, I'm here for the people I want to represent y'all.

I already told my niggas that if I do get enough buzz, and the contract they giving me is bullshit, I will just distribute through online means

Tour by my own means and sell that Crack to make that money nigga!!! LMAO

ii I'm out. Love peace and soulllll!

Do it to Death

shit 

my 

bad. 

y'all was thinking some next shit happened from my last entry, but nah

I'm tougher than nails and too cool for that. Wasup though, now we have a lot to cover.

for one

1. My iMac's hard drive said "F**K YOU B***HES" :\ not working and it hurts my heart. 

2. I lost my iPod Touch recently, lets say Sunday and got a call Monday from the apple store saying my laptop is fixed. Ha

3. I got an 85% in my math midterm, have a speech due the 2nd, and bought the book today ;)

4. My English paper is due tomorrow and I'm uploading Busta Rhymes "E.L.E" and blogging instead.

5. I can't find my laptop charger and i have more or less 70% battery life left as of now.

Oh Gosh. makes you really wonder, why fuck go to college in the first place? I can learn this shit myself. College is just for a piece of paper saying you certified. 

I mean I was feigning, I mean feigning to get into college and look what happens! I'm in this bitch and want to dip because I feel like what I'm learning is bullshit. Honestly classes like "Speech and English" Basic shit I can learn for myself. 

College should be for math, chemistry and shit you can't even learn naturally. I know I can't learn Chemistry from talking to the MTA guy for a metro card, well... shit who knows, if we speaking in dope boy language ;)

Besides that my vernacular has changed and we making moves (we meaning me and my brain)

Time for me to met people know wasup with Sasha and how I am literally no one you ever met, unless you met me aye!

Ohh shining light on this little Thrift store located on 14th street and 8th, 7th or 6th ave. totally forgot the exact location, buck it tho, its called "Rags-a-Go-Go" 

Copped some old school hats with the puffs, and a leather varsity jacket from the year 79' 

Whats cool is the lady "hand-picks" every piece of clothing in that place. Dedication!!

alright peace hoes who are pigeon toed

Uniqlo and St.Marks

chilling in St.Marks

fun times. I realized that I shouldn't buy merchandise like glasses and ch

ains online unless I know they don't retail. Like sell to other distributors.

The same glasses I got off of ebay for 12.99+ S&H could've been purchased at St.MArks for literally half :\

But I did find these really cool Run-DMC-esque glasses. Real Funky

I Just wanted to showcase the craetive and stylish way this mannequin is dressed. Honestly I was looking around uniqlo and just stopped in my strides when I saw Mr. Mannequin.

The green corduroy pants, burgundy sweater checkered & pin stripped shirt n then the tie accents the pants with the green and brown n the tweed jacket to finsih it off. Immaculate!!

ii

Ehh

I blog for me.. and I suck at following because i dont really read much of what some bloggers write no offense but sometime the shit is just boring...and it be the ones witht he most followers too..smh.

but yea.. just wanted to update on stuff i do

1.I'm addicted to sims 3...

2.imma quit my job..or get fired for stabbing a hoe

3.i want to woo hoo this sexy lil lite skan thang ;) "simlish" you know what im talking bout nana!!

4.i smoked some haze ..when the light was still out...so strange.

5.went to the park...mad fucking mexicans for noo reason.

6.ima freak bom chicka wom wom..

going to do something productive...peace love n tranquility!!!

ooo yea dont feel like backspacing. Going to a Bubble Fight thing tomorrow...hope to see you there....

Out n About

Wah Gwan Paparazzi
*Rihanna Voice*

Bum Dum Di Dum Dum Dum Di Dum Dum

extra random I know but I like how she looks here.
sidenote* her song for Transformers.
Is truly terrible.
and If they play it in the theatre I will throw my popcorn fiercely at whoever is next to me.

...bitch

Granma Got WiFi

I came up here to Mt. Burnin to visit my Grandmother.
Havent been to her apartment since her birthday in June.
& I've been saying I was gonna come spend time with her for a minute now.
SO Im finally here

YAAY!.

I got lost.

and rode the good ol' bus with alot of old people.
YUM!

..Being with her brings back nostalgic feelings.
She always always ALWAYS has her place in check. No matter the circumstances of the actual building. *i.e. Roaches, Crackheads, Dirty lil' Hood Booger kds.
Her place looks like something out of a Martha Stewart Magazine. {does she even have one?}

I had the feelings of when I was younger n me and my siblings all came down for either the weekends or spend the summer with her.

It was definetly hell, when we were younger but looking back. It was definetly worth it.


Have You Noticed that, people who spent alot of time with thier GRandparents or Older Folk in genereal.
Tend to have actual "Common Sense"

I noticed that in most of the people who I know who are good at thier job, or give really good advice, or are just IDK... wiser than their age, have grown up around their elders.

It says alot. I mean when I was younger I used to DRED going to visit G-ma... cause she was miserable.. :\
but now that I'm older I see why she used to act like that and it touches ma heart :]

...Via
G-Ma WiFi.
MacBook.

MacBook mania

Yesterday I purchased a MacBook from my sister's boyfriend.
good stuff.

I think because of this bad-boy i might begin to blog continuously like I used to.
Its just been alot on my mind so, with all these thoughts and shit I get flustered..instead of writing I just go and watch
Naruto Shippuden.

OMG that is my jam!!

Another thing that's kind of wierd on this MacBook...
is that certain sites will come up differently, I think its because this is the first generation MacBook..
Like the one's they use in middle and highschool
But I dont gie a FU*K
Imma still get by on mines.

Its funny b ecause the day when we went to pick it up me and Shanna were smackked,
So of course we decide to go to wendy's
[we were in SoHo]

IDK if it was because we were smackked or something but I swear the walk to Wendy's took for fucking ever
like... we were really on a damn journey.

So finally we rach out destinations...
we meet that hot and juicy red head :]

We order and it took a year for the register person to actually understand what we were tryna order.
At first I thought it was because we were high and the orders wouldn't come out right.. but when I came to..
I realized
"nope..the bitch was just brain dead smh"

Now if you've been to SoHo you know the kind of people that resonate towards Wendy's..

ALL the "we so Fresh" Niggas that stand in front of UniQlo and Armani Exchange for about 10 hours out the day go home and do the same shit the next.
Oh Yea.

So YEA I KNOW,,
this goin be a long one :\

So anyway I came to realize the kind of people those so called I get money like that are.
me and Shanna already looking top notch and these boys are ice grilling like watching us.
IDK if they wanna talk to us or eat us.. :]

So anyway they start to have a conversation with some other girls..ad it is the boring-est, shallow--est dullest convo ever...
as the converstation progressed..
I came to realize that those kind of people are not deep.
They hide thier personality in the clothes they wear and mask how they feel by talking about otheres and what they get or don't get.
Its not even a matter of them doing it for the ladies anymore.

When I realized I was like wow.

This is really sad.
,,,,shhhss,,,

that enuff of that tho..

Do Your Thing!

damn..
and I know some bitches that were struggling to even get up in thier heels.
Shess baddd!
haha

ThisSucksGrandeWebos

It turns out I can't get the Blackberry Storm...ever.

Well not ever just until my contract becomes eligible for an upgrade, which should take another 6 months. By that time the Blackberry will be trash and I won't want it anymore. because yes. I am materialistic and yes... I do want it before everyone has it. Or at least everyone I know.

So whatever. 

My sis I give big props too though **hands props to sis**

She was on a missionto find that damn phone!! find a way.

Capricorns... determind. **cough Stubborn cough**

So being already vexed I went on a shopping spree.

MUHAHAHAHAHAHHAAHAHA

Spree I tell you.. SPREEEEE!!!!!!!

online.

Its too cold to be walking around.

well it was actually very nice yesterday sunny and shit.

of course when you shop online theres only one place to shop!

...wait for it....wait for it...

sike... lol

yes yes ya'll.

I bought my BFFFFFY his gift

and then decided to cop me some thangs too.

Shopping online is great fun. So next week imma open an account with Chase

Instead of usingmy sister's card hahaha [it was my money on the card... im not that evil.]

U wanna see what I got?

..well then stay tuned.

in about 5 more days I'll let you know lol until then 

pause.

ehh

decided i would give you a taste of what i believe are the best albums of 2007../ 08
its not in order of anything.

I was just bored and tryna get a lil bit more time on the computer before i realize i have shit to do.. [oop... too late oh well :]
FUK U ERRANDS >:\

anywho here we go :]


Seeing Sounds
N*E*R*D
fav tracks:
•Love Bomb
•Sooner or Later
•Windows

for real this album is the shit... every track makes me wanna
do something productive. like buy a metrocard that will last me more than
2days :]



Exclusive
Chris Brown
fav tracks:
•Take You Down
•Hold Up

I heard this version before the "forever edition" so fuck you.
I like it alot. I mean alot alot. it gives you a sexual feeling. i think thats what Mr. Brown was going for. mmm hmm... i see you Chrihanna.
[btw: the video for Forever made me hate the song.]



Extraordinary Machine
Fiona Apple
fav tracks:
•Window
•Extraordinary Machine

Holy shit if you didn't fucks with Fiona before
i advise you to do so now. her album is so emotional and another adjective, that it makes you wanna have a boyfriend just to break up and make songs about him.
she made this album due to problems with her label and breaking up with her producer. It's not love dovey "i miss you" shit its something awesome.



Tha Carter III
Lil Wayne
fav tracks:
•Comfortable
•Let the Beat Build
•3 peat

Stop hating please. I mean I know people love to hate him and hate to love the man but please give it up for this album.
it is beyond Lil Wayne indefinetly. Tracks like 3peat and Comfortable just get you right here *points to heart*



Discipline
Janet Jackson
fav tracks:
•So Much Betta
•LUV
•Can't Be Good

For those who didn't even give miss Janet the time of day
I advise you to rethink that move. Holy Shmacks this album wil have you rocking. Shit it had me rocking



Kala
M.I.A.
fav tracks:
•What I Got
•Come Around
•20 Dollars
• Bamboo Banga

Named after her mother this album kills it with beats and rhymes.
Every track is so hard. Deadass this is something more people need to listen to.
music like this just to rock to an alternative.



It Won't Be Soon Before Long
Maroon 5
fav tracks:
•Back At Your Door
•A Little of Your Time
•Nothing Last Forever

Sex album. I think they're freaks.
This album has alot to do with woman and sexual acts and *ahem*
Kiwi? have you ever read the lyrics?



Blackout
Britney Spears
fav tracks:
•Heaven On Earth
•Why Should I Be sad
•Freakshow

Why do so many people forget that Britney is the shit.
Sure she went slightly crazy and is a thieving hoe.
But she makes hella good music.
and this album proves that without any doubt.
Danja Timbaland's protege deserves an award for what he did with Britney.
Download this album if anything.

and here's some more albums yall should look at.
I know most of us forgot about CD's and those who still go outside with CD players
are thought of to have a mental illness... or some shit.


Back To Black
Amy Winehouse

•Back to Black •Me & Mr. Jones •Wake Up Alone


Night Ripper
Girl Talk

•Bounce That •Once Again •Smash You Head

[this actually came out in 2006 but its still really good]


The Odd Couple
Gnarls Barkley

•Whatever •Going On •A Little Better


Sol-Angel and the Hadley St. Dreams
Solange

•ChampangeChronicNightcap •Sandcastle Disco •White Picket Fence


Version
Mark Ronson

•Oh My God •Stop Me •Toxic


Lupe Fiasco's The Cool
Lupe Fiasco

•Little Weapon •The Coolest •Hello/Goodbye [Uncool]

[duh]


We Are Pilots
Shiny Toy Guns

•Le Disko •You Are The One •Don't Cry Out


American Gangster
Jay-Z

•Blue Magic •I Know •Hello Brooklyn •Say Hello


and that's about it... ya nah mean.
I would've put Usher album up here.
but that shit was beyond garbage.
I mean it really was low for Usher.
Special Shout Out to LimeWire :]

Walking

Taking Kingston Out 'n' About
she watches me when i pee...::shudders::
o_o

is very very creepy [asian guy from hey arnold voice]


...Holla at you guys later

[*-*]

EXTRA HAPPY

See how staying up late and google help us find our way back to love...


http://www.machall.com
u knwow how u have that picture in your head but you just can't place the words >:x

Google me baby!!
i literally just typed in "comic college like megatokyo glasses" n this popped up

[megatokyo is another comic i used to read!]

I'm so happy <3

AHH GOSH

brings back so many, late night, back bending [i used to hunch in the computer chair] memories ;D

i would stay up super late and read these online =]

i was such a dork i know but these were like my bread and butter. i wanted to do this shit for a living at one point !!

ahh it feels great when u remember something u had forgotten.

Love 'n'...Sh*t
[*-*]

WHOOP WHOOP !!! =]

random, everdayMAD SHIT TO ACCOMPLISH TODAY OMFG
NOT GOIN B BACK ON THIS TILL LATER...

[U WIN AGAIN SUMRA =]

I WAS GOING TO POST OD PICS BUT I BROKE MY CAMERA =*[

SHITTERZ....SO UR STUCK WITH OLD SHIT BUT HOPEFULLY SUM1 WILL BRING ONE 2DAY
SO I'LL POST EM...HOPEULLY :\

NEWHO GOING TO GET THAT PAPER FROM RONALD...

THEN ITS DOWN TO CROTONA TO SETTLE SOME BIZZINES.. >.< friend ="]]">Y READERS ..ALL THREE OF U]
WE CHANGED IT FROM NEW ROC TO 42ND..SO IF UR DOWN THERE NOW IF SO

.....THAT SUCKZ LOL

[OFF TOPIC...OMGGG LLOYD LOOKS SO GUD AT 1:17 =]]]


NAH REALLY WERE GOING TO B IN 42ND GET THAT CASH OUT NOW OR NEVER FOR THEM TICKETS...

SHIT STEAL EM.. FIGHT FOR EM...SUMFIN I MEAN DAMN NIGGAS GET TO DANCIN' >:] LOL

MY ROOM =] CLEAN AS A WHISTLE =]











ME N NANA...IONO

MORE LATER LOVVEEE =]
[*-*]

NVM

i decided not to go to york and bcc and lehman after all...

ITS SO EFFIN' HOT O.M.Dr.Seuss!!!

me and nana got ready for like an hour..

me: "....."
nana: "i dont feel like going anymore"
me: "....yeah me too"

ii miss winter..

=[ come back frosty...



















OMG KINGSTON NO!!!!!...------------>
*runs away*
bbl..

smh.

my Kingston just unleashed an unholy smoldering gas from her poop shoot

x_x

fukerz... >.<

...i can't change the layout of this bullshit... >.<

it requires editing of "HTML"

which means >>Having tifficulties managing layout<<


it makes sense...

fukz...

3:47 CLAP YOUR HANDS

is very late..or very early...3:47am
...lissen to A Tribe Called Quest

is onlii me up n i have to head out to work in approximately
....soon =[

screw you mcdonalds...evil

pure nuggety evil.. -_-

more toast to come =]]