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I Been on it non stop.

it kind of reminds me of Kid Pix for mac.. back in grade schooll
Those were the days =D

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I might be

Ok... So I'm thinking I might be a lil depressed.

2008 was definetly not a year of happy for aquarius
It was a year of reflection, mourning, and figuering out what is real
and what is a false pretender.

Alot of shit happened this year that realy made me have to grow up mentally.
Emotionally i was a total wreck.

I mean so many things happened that I had to face maturity.

1) i spent my birthday alone at home

2) i lost someone speacial to me, to someone else

3) all my friends evaporated before the graduation day actually ended

4) im not in college.

5) i still havent had a real boyfriend

Like the list goes on.
Yesterday i was feeling like shit because I couldnt understand why i was feeling the way i was feeling. Im as open as i can be but i cant let anyone in. Ive seen too many heartbreals by my peers so seeing that i try to avoid it by not doing what the others do.

But it seems as if that is the only way i should be for me to see any results.

Im stuck in a rut that i dug n its difficult climbing out with out any nails.... :|


Christmas Cheer

Merry Christ-Flakes guys!!

my christmas wasn't so bad chu know?

went to work at like 9am. [im supposed to be there by 8 hehe]
and it was ok because we didnt have any managers and it was kind of slow.

I brought my new digital camera that David got me for x-mas and took some christmas pics



Na Na Na DiVA!!!


I just saw the Diva video.
and you need to too =D


All the Single Babies!!

This is just too cute lmao.

McDonalds Rant

Remeber.. how back when I first started this blog..
i just used to talk  about McDonalds.. well heres a blast from the past.


Now maybe its me.
But honestly I think people become stupider when they are put in front of customer service.

Like they feel as if they are smarter than you because your job is to serve, but in turn because of thier arrogance, they become dumb.
[my philosphy.]

Anyway back to the story.
So im in Front D/T right and it was last week friday this happened.
The weather man said it was going to be a snow storm at 9 right.
9 came and passed and it was not any snow at all.
so im like.. [u dumb shit]

then it was od snow out of nowhere.
but b4 all that bullshit.
it was raining I believe.

This elderly couple drives thru orders 2 decaf coffees and  pays their money.
Now I go to make thier coffees and have it sitting on the inside of the drive thru waiting for their elderly ass to hurry the hell up and get em.

as soon as I see them pull up I open up the window with the quickness and hand them the coffees.
Mind you it is already raining and mad cold liquids are sprinklings on me and it feels like ice picks.

The old dude rolls down the window. and I swear before the window is visible enough to pass his nose he barks out 


[for those of you who are virgins to the ways of mcdonalds.. we have drink bags that we hand out to customers who have two drinks or more, usually we don't do this in drive thru because. you have a fucking car with cup holders.]

So I'm looking at him like "you old crusty fart."

now at first I was going to put the coffees in the bag and hand it to them but I was like


"these bum-ass custy's think they can get away with anything they like. Think they can just demand things rudely as if im not human. as if its not below fucking zero in sum freezin ass weather, while they got on coats and car heaters.!"

"goddamnit NO!"

So I turn around and Hand them the plastic bag  "here"

He looks me as if I committed the ultimate sin.

"what?!" he replied.

"Here..." I said handing him the plastic bag looking directly into his eyes..

"Uhm your supposed to put it in".. the old lady bag next to him says.

"No, Im not, its a courtesy. You have hands right?"

"The manger always puts it in, when I ask"  The old man replies with a snort.
a scowl was growing on the face of the woman next to him.

probably growing impatient at the girl in the black mcdonalds hat and the breezy rain through her window.

So we go back and forth and in the end I jus say ..."man fuck it" I put the coffees in the bag and continue to smile.. hand them the bag and smile with a "Have A Nice Day"

The man takes his coffees, gives me one last look before the window actually closes and shouts out.

"You fucking dumbass!"

I push the window back open and shout to the man and his wife 

and close the window.
He continued to curse, but I was satisfied with my comeback.

The moral of the story is children,
when people are assholes for no damn reason, 
and you think maybe its because of the seasons,
and you try your best to put on a smile,
but they just irk u no matter what all the while.
just take my advice when they wanna get smart,
"listent o me mother fucker I'm just playing a part, 
in the big scheme of things I'm meant for more.
So take ya decaf coffee and split for the door.
you old ass bastard..."


TAG!!! Your It

Soo I got tagged awhile bac.. neva got to it
[ i was busy posting shit. ]

Ermm let's see.

Thanks Alot Nana... b.k.a. Bitter/Sweet :D


3. KiD.A
5. mBL

ATTN: the following blogs were not written in order of personal status, but whoever i was thinking of at the time.

muhahahaha.. let the tagging commence >:}


1. Where is your cell phone? ON IT'S WAY!!!!!! =D
2. Where is your significant other? EVERYWHERE, N NOWHERE
3. Your hair color? Black'n'Brown
4. Your mother? SMOKING
5. Your father? JAMAICA
6. Your favorite thing? MUSIC
7. Your dream last night? SCARY
8. Your dream/goal? WEALTHY
9. The room you're in? LIVINGROOM
10. Your hobby? GRINDIN'
11. Your fear? REJECTION
12. Where do you want to be in 6 years? KICKING IT WITH OPRAH
13. Where were you last night? POOL HALL 149TH
14. What you're not? FULL...[got tha munchies]
15. One of your wish-list items? PARTNER IN CRIME.. [like OMG..]
16. Where you grew up? BOOGIE DOWN
17. The last thing you did? TYPED
18. What are you wearing? SWEATER W/ BASKETBALL SHORTS
19. Your TV? DEAD
20. Your pet?  SOON TO BE DECEASED [if the bitch won't shutup]
21. Your computer?  MAC BABY..OWWW
22. Your mood? SLEEPY LIKE FUK
23. Missing someone? TOTALLY. :[
24. Your car? DECKED OUT 9 BUS.
25. Something you're not wearing?  BLISTEX..[i need sum :\]
26. Favorite store? BODEGA
27. Your summer? 2005
28. Love someone? TOO MUCH
29. Your favorite color? GREEN MUTHAPHUKAS
30. When is the last time you laughed? COUPLE HOURS AGO
31. Last time you cried? FRIDAY
32. Are you a bitch? AT MCDONALDS
33. Favorite Position? ON MY BACK [tee hee]
35. Are you a hater or a lover? LOVER....
37. Are you genuine or fake? DEPENDS ON SITUATION
38. Any Vices? SIGH... "DONK" IS MY JAM. 
39. Pro Life or Wire Hanger? "WIRE HANGER" ??
41. Pro Plastic or Natural? I LIKE CONCENTRATE
42. Dream Job? GET PAID TO GET LAID :D [very nice!]

yea so i didn't use one word... big whoop. They're plural questions being asked so suck it.
anywho hope u enjoi.
I sure did.
but don't take my word for it =D


Do Your Thing!

and I know some bitches that were struggling to even get up in thier heels.
Shess baddd!


It turns out I can't get the Blackberry Storm...ever.

Well not ever just until my contract becomes eligible for an upgrade, which should take another 6 months. By that time the Blackberry will be trash and I won't want it anymore. because yes. I am materialistic and yes... I do want it before everyone has it. Or at least everyone I know.

So whatever. 
My sis I give big props too though **hands props to sis**

She was on a missionto find that damn phone!! find a way.
Capricorns... determind. **cough Stubborn cough**

So being already vexed I went on a shopping spree.

Spree I tell you.. SPREEEEE!!!!!!!

Its too cold to be walking around.
well it was actually very nice yesterday sunny and shit.
of course when you shop online theres only one place to shop!
...wait for it....wait for it...

yes yes ya'll.

I bought my BFFFFFY his gift
and then decided to cop me some thangs too.
Shopping online is great fun. So next week imma open an account with Chase
Instead of usingmy sister's card hahaha [it was my money on the card... im not that evil.]

U wanna see what I got?
..well then stay tuned.

in about 5 more days I'll let you know lol until then 


You On Point Tip?:: Salena

Salena is a female graphic/ photo designer out of Berlin Germany
She does illustrations, drawings, paintings, and designs clothing.

check out her myspace.

"yo once again Phife!"


Really kanYe?...

I was just talking about this guy friday at work.
I was saying how him and Jay-Z need to stop this.. "grunge hop" look of crusty face and choppy hairline.

I don't mind if you'd like for your hair to look that way or your beard.
But negroes it don't work when both the hair and beard look corn-beefish.

Its kind of gross how it looks.
maybe on a younger fella.
I hate how people think.." well i got it like that... so I can pull off anything."


it doesn't work.
He's mad red like him and Suge had an agreement. "nigga i won't buss yo head open.. as long as u wear all red at one of your shows."

I'm sorry.. not today kanYezille


A Ronald McDonald Christmas.

i decided to write a poem spin off of the classic children' tale "The Night before Christmas"
... I think you will all get the point.

Twas the week before 25th.
and sasha was pissed
because these motherfucks said she had to work on christmas.

No doubt she tried to call out
about 2 months ahead of time.
but when she brought it up again
they said they changed thier minds.

claiming that only those with kids can call out on that day
angry and cheated i felt
because my eggs weren't on display

so i kept my composure and just rolled with the punches
at least i'll have mcchickens with cheese for lunch n'
the happy ass custy's as they order way too much food
n the crazy man who bathes in the customer bathroom... in the nude.

no i wont fret coming home round 5
no christmas cheer for me
because i smell like fries.

Only thing i hope is that they wont get vexed
when i run up in that piece with the mask and the vest
pull out a bag labeled "christmas treats"
and tell the cashier "all the mcdoubles and cinnamelts please"

Then when I'm through spreading good cheer,
I'll end up going back to work the next day
and be greeted with judgemental stares

wondering whats going on and play it cool
they'll ask me to the office as if it were school
i'll denie everything... because i'm hard to see through
even when they show me the camera.. that caught me in the act
with the jacket that read 

"Merry Christmas Muphukas




You On Point Tip?:: D. Brown / Otaveon

D. Brown / Otaveon is a model and business man straight out of The Bronx, New York.

"yo once again Phife!"

Creative Recreation Montana :D

I already really appreciate the sneakers.. and honestly I don't mind the boots either.
Usually it doesn't always work out when a sneaker brand tries to accomplish the boot branch, ahem "Jordans" but this is really good.
They have one with straps that I had seen awhile back on Fordham. About 200 dollars flat those were.


Beyonce or Sasha Firece?

So True...


Pharrell Williams::Atelier WM Candle Collection [ooo weee]


Pharrell Williams Candle Sticks...
the closest I'll ever come to him caressing my ••booty•• haha



Batter Blaster

Mmmm Mmm..
Breakfast in a Can.

How delightful

Studio Time

I Just came back from Casper's house. Hopefully my new producer....[if he happens to want to move to fordham so I don't have to freeze my titties off in this weather]

For real I didn't think I was going to make it.
I froze literally waiting for bullshit public transportation.

But without a little pain you can't progress right?

So I came in there extra scared. For some reason I though I was heading to a "Professional Studio" like the ones you see in the music video and Hova tryna spit a verse that he can't spit because he got to old. [J-Z L-P]

No it was way more comfortable. Casper's room a mic a mic stand. His computer system with all the hookups. It was really exciting.
I was a little nervous but noenough to make me choke in front of all my peers during my final exam where in I had to just play one stupid song on a keyboard. no.
much more relaxed.

So first David did his verse.
He looked so professional!
I was a lil taken aback by his forthwright.
[If that at all goes with what I'm trying to recapture through text]

So then it came down to my turn.

IDK I was expecting Casper to be one of those snooty ass... "are you sure you know what your doing?"
type guy.. but he was alright
Very nice, very relaxed. [and he smelt so good. OMG.. i think it was Curve]
So anyway i did my verse then sang the hook.
shit was tough.

They were giving me mad props.
My cheecks still hurt. haha!!
[from smiling.....nasty]

In the back of my mind my pride and all that went up like 100% I got it first try doubling.. and flowing.

I think that I can become really good once I find my voice and shit like that. I mean I like the track and all but I would like to sound more animated when I do my thang
a huh huh huh huh [grandmaster flash voice]

Look out for the 5 track mixtape =D

..uh i really could give a shit about Astro Boy but.. it's animated and I know Seth will like it.
maybe me too HEHE =D


T-Pain Album Artwork


Very Cool

This amazing video is the Toshiba Timesculpture Advert..




I don't really enjoi seeing Uggs on people's feet 

because honestly.. they look like pooh feets.

maybe because everyone wears the same ol' "classics"
but these..
I would definetly mess with.
"Goldeneye" Lace Up Duck Boots for women.

"Colum" for Men


Jazmine Sullivan <3

Jazmine Sullivan is officially my new nunu

[nunu is a term i use to express love or.. interest in a person place or thing. :]

So I know I'm like extra late figuring this out.
but I'm the kind of person where if I see a new artist, I'm going to listen to them on my time.

not because someone said... "She's awesome... listen to her!!.... now"
then I'll grow to not want to listen.

So I got to fully listen to Fearless on my ventures out and about the Bronx

I swear to you, every track on that album I like.

Crazy because I was expecting something generic.

Its original.

What she talks about is so relatable and likeable.
I like that she uses profanity when she sings.
It feels more natural than trying to go a different route.

Don't get me wrong. There isn't a Parental Advisory sticker on it.
But take the time out to listen to this girl.

She has crazy talent and I really hope that she can make it in the music business.

honestly "Bust Your Windows" I think someone on her team was trying to sabotage her...

the song is so great... and they give us this lackluster performance. smh
that she can make it in the business world of music. Its all about looks and statistics.

This album will be getting crazy hits on my iPod.

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