SO YEA I'VE BEEN FALLING OFF ON MY BLOGGING STUFF .. BUT DONT TAKE IT PERSONAL.
I'VE BEEN GIVING EVERYONE THE COLD SHOULDER :[
ALOTTA LOTTA DRAMA HAS BEEN ENSUING THESE PAST WEEKS. THIS HOE AT WORK MUST HAVE SOME FAULTY EQUIPMENT IN HER BRAIN BECAUSE SHE IS REALLY TRIPPING.. ON SOME.. SASHA BOUT TO SMACK A BITCH!. [BTW THIS ISNT B.G.W. ..ITS PURPLE CRAYON TRICK.]
ANOTHER THING IS, I RECENTLY STARTED TALKING TO A BOY FROM MY HIGH SCHOOL. BUT, I'M FEELING AS IF THIS BOY IS MORE OF A "GET AROUND" TYPE NIGGA AND I'M NOT IN FOR THAT "BIG LOVE" BULLSHIT.
I REALIZE MY CURSING IS GETTING OUT OF HAND. EHH
-MY LEFT EAR HAS BEEN RINGING FOR A MINUTE
-I GOT INTO A BIG ASS TIFF WITH ONE OF MY CLOSETS FRIENDS.
-I SPENT 200 IN A DAY N IT WASNT EVEN NUFFIN I REALLY WANTED :\
I CANT GET MY PHONE TILL JUNE 7TH N I BET U ANYTHING SOME OL BULLSHIT GOIN HAPPEN WHERE I CANT GET A PHONE AT ALL
UGHHHHHH....
BUT ON ONE GOOD NOTE. THE CHESTER FRENCH AND CLINTON SPARKS MIXTAPE IS POPPIN DUN!!!
I had recently purchased the GQ magazine with uber soxy Robert Pattinson on the cover for Shanna...
[...a minute to drool]
So after I stopped pretending like I was reading
[I was just looking at sexy boys in bomb ass outfits]
An article headline caught my eye.
In Omaha Nebraska ...
"..it was okay to abandon any child of any age for any reason at any time-with the full protection of the law."
Inserted in the article was the story of this woman named Lavennia Coover.
A mother who had to deal with a mentally ill daughter and then her demented son.
...no really, he's like demented.
[on some Emily Rose type ish.]
I didn't get to finish the whole article by myself but when everyone had came home.
I read it aloud to them.
When I say that this shit was deep
man it was DEEP
The law was created as a safe haven for "dumpster babies"
but those were not the kind of children that was being facilitated.
Kids ranged in age from 6 to 14.
These kids were sick.
Like mentally ill and the parents were fed up.
I guess tired of wasted money on medicine and help that didn't change a thing.
or having to deal with their child's problem with little to money at all for health insurance.
Its funny because the director of Nebraska's Division for Children and Family Services Todd Landry, called the parents whose children where dropped off at the Omaha Safe haven
"Lazy parents"
I'm not saying his statement is valid or even called for because honestly it goes deeper than that.
Do you know how much Guap it'd be for medical help around the clock for children with mental disorders or crazy ass behavior.
Not that "put em all in a box and feed em Depakote!"
no... real help to figure out whats these children and their families damage.
We are still the only country to not have Universal Health Care.
Its a goddamn shame to know that if my child is seriously fucked up and even if it is my damn fault its crazy to know that if I don't have the G'z to please these doctors and shit the most "health care" I'm going to get for my kids problems
is a box of benadryl and Vick's vapor rub!
It comes down tohelp.
Honest care for children and families in need of health care. It cost money to be sick now-a-days and damn if I don't make sure I'm dressed right for the weather and carry a pump on me.
That's why its easier to just shove off the kid and let it be someone else's problem than to wind up in debt and stressed because my insurance doesn't cover psychiatric help.
Man I hope Obama has something good in store for this country.
I swear this promotion has sparked so much damn drama in McDonalds you would think Ronald bitch-slapped Hamburgerler.
Let me say this now.
People will hate on you because of three factors.
insecurities
jealousy
envy
If you have someone who suffers from one or more of these symptoms. Tell them to shove it where it don't shine.
The first day I got my shirt I got "oh congratulations" and "great jobs" from almost everyone in the store.
Everyone else either didn't say a thing or just looked at me and cut thier eyes.
For the people who did give me thanks you and stuff I greeted them back just as happy.
OMG.
If you know damn well you weren't happy for me to get my shirt then PLEASE do not put on a front as if you gave a shit.
Just keep it to yourself.
Don't give me fake ass compliments to make yourself feel better, because honestly you just end up looking phony as ever.
There's this girl at my job, now this bitch is like 23 and for some reason wants to jock strap me now that I've gotten my shirt.
The first day I got it she was one of the ones to give me congrats.
(phony muthafucker)
I said something to her about making sure she gets her food for drive-thru and now she wants to say..
"oh now she got her shirt she think she got some authority"
......pause.
first of all.. I would've, and HAVE told you this before I got this godforsaken shirt.
So now that I have the shirt you think I'm abusing the shirt.
No, your just going to use my shirt as an excuse of abuse of power because you don't want to listen to a 19 year old crew manager. Yet and still "congrats on your shirt.
Fuck the bullshit.
On top of that!
The last week before I had given her 3 dollars for lunch.
Mind you it don't really matter to me because money is money and if you need I'd lend it to you.
So Last Friday we had a disgusting rush.
Like from 12 straight through till when I left.
I mean nonstop
Not even enough time for me to have bathroom break and not come back and see my screen filled with orders.
OOOOOOOHHHH
ANOTHER THING!!
quickly lemme say this. Theres this old ass BGW bitch {BGW stands for Big Gay n in the Way}
Her name is Anette and I swear to GOD she acts like a goddamn child.
She has been complaining about me since the beginning because I was on my way to crew trainer and I had more privileges and still in my regular shirt.
SO anything I do she's going to have a problem with it.
We had like 3 meetings already.
The last meeting I bust her ass with my keen listening skills and bad ass verbal actions lol.
Okay back to the story
the most disgusting rush ever.
My manager Meme transfer me from the kitchen to the front counter. In my opinion I think she just got tired of being up front and nothing changing.
so Im in the front and its fustrating because its literally the never ending rush. and its hot as fuck.
I tell this dumby in drive-thru get her orders.
she say
"how I'm suppose to get it if your dumbass keep taking the fries" or some shit like that.
I'm like.. Bitch just be quicker.
Your slow.
so we go back and forth and I end it by saying. If you want to continue this argument by yourself go ahead because I'm done.
Finally the demon rush is over and I can continue with my life.
There is this big group of ghettos outside of the McDonalds and I'm just like.. man I can't do this shit for long.
I see the dumby from drive-thru and she's there with these two other girls I know.
Later on I come to find out. The Bish was straight up Plotting on my demise.
Like she brought the girls to come "work it out"
But I knew both of the girls she was with and whatever she had planned for ME.
they weren't with it because I'm cool peoples.
Im sorry if I'm really getting into this McDonalds bullshit.
But For heaven sakes. ITS ONLY McDONALDS!!!
Like people definitely take it to the butt.
N must think I do also.
NOOOOO I take my role how I'm suppose to professionally.
If you don't like it. Kick Rocks and quit.
Ughhh.. I go back to work tomorrow and I dare a hoe to say some really slick shit out there mouth.
I have no time for nonsense and I can't be around dumb niggas to long.
So Yesterday morning i head into work.. and Imani was on register when this hispanic guy comes in.. and orders Hispanic Guy: Yea.. lemme get the 2 for five.
Imani: Huh?
Hispanic Guy: The 2 for 5... 2 for 5 you know that thing in your window...the speacial whatever it is chicken biscuit thing.
Imani: *searches her screen* Sasha come here for a minute.
Me: Yea
Imani: Where's the 2 for 5 Chicken Biscuit?
Me: *Scans screen and presses 2 for 3 Sausages McMuffin*
Me and her argue for a little as I explain.. theres no such thing a s achicken biscuit speacial...we ask if he wants the 2 for 3 special. He's like yeah whatever.
Imani: $3.25
Me: *puts his food on the counter* Have a GoodMorning sir.
Hispanic Guy: *looks at the food like it grew a head and started breakdancing. Picks up the bag and toss it back towards the counter* I want it fresh.
Imani: Those are fresh. they just came up.
Hispanic Guy: No... fresch from the kicthen the cocina fresch.
Imani: Its the morning. we just made those.
Hispanic Guy: *blank stare*
Me: Sir Those are fresh. its morning they just made them, like ten seconds before you came in.
Hispanic Guy: *to Imani* either you give me them fresh.. or I go in there .[or some ol bullshit like that]
So at this point my manager comes to the counter and ask what's wrong. Me and Imani tell her what happens and the guy continues to say I want it fresh from the cocina!
Manager: Listen these were just made. either you take these or you get your money back.
Hispanic Guy: Give me my money back then.
My manager does the refund and steps the the side of the counter while Imani is getting the cash to give it back to Mr. I see him looking at her with this scowl on his face.
Imani: *puts the money on the counter* Heres your three dollars and twenty-five cents.
Hispanic Guy:...*pauses while he picks up his money from the counter* You know what.. thats why Obama isn't going to win the election.
Imani: Okay...what does he have to do with me?... He's not putting no money in my pocket.
Hispanic Guy: because you people have no respec-
Imani: Thank you have a nice day. Don't forget you bag.
[FYI there was a crumpled up old McDonalds bag he had came in with and set it on the counter top lol]
Hispanic Guy: You Niggers have no respect.
Imani: WHAT YOU SAID!!??
Hispanic Guy: Niggers, Niggers have no respect.
Manager: You can leave now. *she shows him the door..all the while still calling us niggers cursing out my manager*
Imani was heated and everyone was like what happened what happened.
Anyway to put it plain and simple... I don't get how you can come into a McDonalds locateed in the bronx and have the audacity to say.."You Niggers need to have respect." When your a dirty ol' drunk Spanish bastard who lives right around the corner.
I mean when he said it I was like..."woah.. what this nigga on" but it didn't really phase me. To a certain point you have to know when people are just ignorant.
I mean sure if somebody who looked like Mr.Rogers came in the store with his Mercedes parked outside and called us all Nigger McMuffins, then I would have been hurt. I would've retaliated. i would've gotten fired or arrested or somethng. But, your no better than us. your spanish and to my knowledge. Your Black. your not white or two shades from it. your spanish. and personally you better pray to God that Obama wins.
you think your so different from us because you speak a different language and come from an island. I remeber I was in school and this girl was spanish like Dominican or something. and her hair texture was that of black people she really thought she could pull off that whole "wet and wavy thing" that most these spanish girls have going for them.
it looked like someone threw condition on coarse coochie hair. when I asked her.. why don't you just get a relaxer. "Ay No, thats for black people. I'm not black!!'
like she was so offended.
I'm like bitch. All your shit going to fall out. and it did. and she still doing the same thing with whats left of her coochie hair.
but seriously. Get over yourself.
Puerta Ricans and Dominicans alike. I mean you worship our culture. The hip-hop, the sneakers, the mentality, the exterior. but when it comes right down to giving props. you wanna front like you knew bout it straight from the boat. Im just saying. people from Spain don't even consider you to be spanish.. or call yourself Latinos.
man fuck that. Im a Nigger and your a nigger she's a nigger and he's a nigger. and apparently so is half the fucking world.
put it like this. when shit really hit the fan and its the majority versus the "minority" we all on the same boat. Cazzarubiaz, Altagracia, Derwan, and Shaquasha. try watching the 25th hour. Still think your the shit and better?
SMH
Nas - Be A Nigger Too
still on a lighter note something to make you feel better
went to blah blah mcdonalds to see blah blah people n talk about blah blah bullshit
the blah blahs weren't there to resolve shit but to have me say i was wrong and beg for their forgiveness...<---- LMAOO ahahahahaha...no really?? ahahaha oooh lord...that was a good one ahhhh. :] chilled in the chicken spot from the blah blah bullshit unti 7:30 with amanda n nana waited in 42nd for like hours and met up with friends got into a fight with a duchebag ghostover a seat. watched the greatest batman movie ever =] watched end credits like a dumbass n realized what an extraordinary machine i am! [post the pics later :p] [oo yea btw i didnt get to meet my friend for soho..im sure he's fine.] later im tired n the mommy is waking >:•
