MacBook mania

Yesterday I purchased a MacBook from my sister's boyfriend.
good stuff.

I think because of this bad-boy i might begin to blog continuously like I used to.
Its just been alot on my mind so, with all these thoughts and shit I get flustered..instead of writing I just go and watch
Naruto Shippuden.

OMG that is my jam!!

Another thing that's kind of wierd on this MacBook...
is that certain sites will come up differently, I think its because this is the first generation MacBook..
Like the one's they use in middle and highschool
But I dont gie a FU*K
Imma still get by on mines.

Its funny b ecause the day when we went to pick it up me and Shanna were smackked,
So of course we decide to go to wendy's
[we were in SoHo]

IDK if it was because we were smackked or something but I swear the walk to Wendy's took for fucking ever
like... we were really on a damn journey.

So finally we rach out destinations...
we meet that hot and juicy red head :]

We order and it took a year for the register person to actually understand what we were tryna order.
At first I thought it was because we were high and the orders wouldn't come out right.. but when I came to..
I realized
"nope..the bitch was just brain dead smh"

Now if you've been to SoHo you know the kind of people that resonate towards Wendy's..

ALL the "we so Fresh" Niggas that stand in front of UniQlo and Armani Exchange for about 10 hours out the day go home and do the same shit the next.
Oh Yea.

So YEA I KNOW,,
this goin be a long one :\

So anyway I came to realize the kind of people those so called I get money like that are.
me and Shanna already looking top notch and these boys are ice grilling like watching us.
IDK if they wanna talk to us or eat us.. :]

So anyway they start to have a conversation with some other girls..ad it is the boring-est, shallow--est dullest convo ever...
as the converstation progressed..
I came to realize that those kind of people are not deep.
They hide thier personality in the clothes they wear and mask how they feel by talking about otheres and what they get or don't get.
Its not even a matter of them doing it for the ladies anymore.

When I realized I was like wow.

This is really sad.
,,,,shhhss,,,

that enuff of that tho..

Abandon a Child

I had recently purchased the GQ magazine with uber soxy Robert Pattinson on the cover for Shanna...

[...a minute to drool]

So after I stopped pretending like I was reading

[I was just looking at sexy boys in bomb ass outfits]

An article headline caught my eye.

In Omaha Nebraska ...

"..it was okay to abandon any child of any age for any reason at any time-with the full protection of the law."

Inserted in the article was the story of this woman named Lavennia Coover.

A mother who had to deal with a mentally ill daughter and then her demented son.

...no really, he's like demented.

[on some Emily Rose type ish.]

I didn't get to finish the whole article by myself but when everyone had came home.

I read it aloud to them.

When I say that this shit was deep

man it was DEEP

The law was created as a safe haven for "dumpster babies"

but those were not the kind of children that was being facilitated.

Kids ranged in age from 6 to 14.

These kids were sick.

Like mentally ill and the parents were fed up.

I guess tired of wasted money on medicine and help that didn't change a thing.

or having to deal with their child's problem with little to money at all for health insurance.

Its funny because the director of Nebraska's Division for Children and Family Services Todd Landry, called the parents whose children where dropped off at the Omaha Safe haven

"Lazy parents"

I'm not saying his statement is valid or even called for because honestly it goes deeper than that.

Do you know how much Guap it'd be for medical help around the clock for children with mental disorders or crazy ass behavior.

Not that "put em all in a box and feed em Depakote!"

no... real help to figure out whats these children and their families damage.

We are still the only country to not have Universal Health Care.

Its a goddamn shame to know that if my child is seriously fucked up and even if it is my damn fault its crazy to know that if I don't have the G'z to please these doctors and shit the most "health care" I'm going to get for my kids problems

is a box of benadryl and Vick's vapor rub!

It comes down to help.

Honest care for children and families in need of health care. It cost money to be sick now-a-days and damn if I don't make sure I'm dressed right for the weather and carry a pump on me.

That's why its easier to just shove off the kid and let it be someone else's problem than to wind up in debt and stressed because my insurance doesn't cover psychiatric help.

Man I hope Obama has something good in store for this country.

or I'm out to Cuba for my checkups!

A Whole lotta Fuckery...

Man oh man.

This weekend was all kinds of stupid \:

[as you can see I do my smileys like this now >> |: <<>

So if you didn't know, now you do. I was planning on going to this party in Brooklyn.

It was a rented house party. shit was supposed to be live but IF YOU KNOW ME!!

I always seem to fall through with plans. SMH

We ended up linking up with my new "dealer" n hitting up 42nd to watch Madea.

[BTW that movie was the shittest piece of work I never had to pay for.]

Me and my friends were "those people" in the theatre.

[Loud ass People!!]

Any way I went home and it was a good ol' time.

The next day I hit up the boy who had really wanted me to go to the party.

lets call him Bape.

Bape's like : "what happened to you?"

Me: " yea couldn't make it, I woulda got there like 11, 12"

Bape: "ooo wow"

Now lets just say yall know the deal... he likes me I think he's cool lets see if something sparks!!

Me: " we should chill.."

Bape: "yea."

Me: " wanna do it today?"

Bape: "yea imma get ready."

So fastforward

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Im in front of Wendy's I go across the street to use the pay phone cause you know me!

No Cellular nonsense for me

I like pay phones.. its like the lottery never know if you might get a dial tone.

after like 30 mins I decide to go outside. He just pops up!.

Bape: "Hey! you didn't see me??"

Me: "...no"

We kicking it outside of Wendy's and he's telling me about the party .. [sounded like mad fun!]

Then he's like let's go inside my friend in there.

____________flatline__________

ummm ? who

Yes his friend.

I was really stumped when we went to sit and his friend was there playing on his kick.

Please, please guys let me know.

Does this make any kind of sense.

I mean I don't ddo this often but theres just something inside of me that knows the difference between right and wrong.

When two people are interested in each other,

and one person proposes a get together of the sorts.

Do you...?

a. Go solo dolo

b. Bring your bestest Buddie along for the third party wagon.

c. Stand 'em up.

if you picked anything besides a..

go to hell.

It was so effin AWKWARD for me. OMG

I have never been so uncomfortable in my life. It was just like I didn't even want to try to seem interested. I was so ...just in AWE.. like

"really man?? awww really? like??....OMG!!"

Then his other friends were in the area and they had a reunion. I was just like...

man... This some ol BULLLSHEET.

smh.

after that I left.. well we went our seperate ways after veeryone kept saying they were gonna leave.

and no one got up to move.

ooo k?

I was just like well at least being alone on the train wont be as wierd as that experience.

But it did turn good.!

I met up with some old friends from Highschool.

and we had a jolly old time ragging on each other.! [:

WELL... w.e. for now I hit him up like..

Me: "y did u bring your friend??

Bape: "ooohh man?? why u didnt tell me u wanted it to be just us???"

Me: .....this aim session has ended due to the other persons pure astonishment of Bape's Naiveness...

More LAtA!!

Woah...

So I just got off theYBF.com and I must say I absolutely love love love this site. I get reliable info on black celebrities that isnt all bullshit like. .. ugh "mediatakeout" GROSS..

I know I haven't posted shit about the whole Chrihanna escapade cause honestly.. I didn't give a shit. I mean its sad or whatever but, they not paying me for my two cents.

umm yea.

so if you guy are willing to know what actually happened to Rih Rih and Chris Feb.8th I suggest you check this out.

Rihanna's affidavit

"boy Howdy"

that man is one crazy muthafucc. smh.

sad..