Ehh

I blog for me.. and I suck at following because i dont really read much of what some bloggers write no offense but sometime the shit is just boring...and it be the ones witht he most followers too..smh.

but yea.. just wanted to update on stuff i do

1.I'm addicted to sims 3...

2.imma quit my job..or get fired for stabbing a hoe

3.i want to woo hoo this sexy lil lite skan thang ;) "simlish" you know what im talking bout nana!!

4.i smoked some haze ..when the light was still out...so strange.

5.went to the park...mad fucking mexicans for noo reason.

6.ima freak bom chicka wom wom..

going to do something productive...peace love n tranquility!!!

ooo yea dont feel like backspacing. Going to a Bubble Fight thing tomorrow...hope to see you there....

WALKING VERSUS DOIING STUFF MANG..

I HAD MEANT TO POST THIS AWHILE BACK BUT, ONE THING LED TO ANOTHER AND I FORGOT.

IT WAS A SUBJECT THAT IS TOUCHY AND WHEN PEOPLES REAL FEELINGS AND PERSPECTIVES ARE LET OUT. ITS ALMOST TABOO TO EVEN THINK ABOUT THINKING THAT WAY.

ANYWAY TO THE POINT!.

I'M NOT SURE BUT LETS SAY A WEEK BACK A FELLOW BLOGGER HAD HIT ME UP ON MYSPACE USING THAT I.M. THING.

ANYWAY I WAS ASKED IF I HAD GONE TO THE AIDS WALK?

I REPLIED.

ME: NO...FOR WHAT?

THEY WERE LIKE WHAT?? TO BENEFIT PEOPLE WITH AIDS AND HELP FIND A CURE.!

ME: ....AND?

BASICALLY LEMME BREAK THIS DOWN.

I HOLD CERTAIN THINGS TRUE TO ME AND I WILL STAND FOR A CAUSE I BELIEVE IN.

I WILL ALSO PARTICIPATE IN SOMETHING I BELIEVE WILL BENEFIT THOSE WHO NEED IT.

AS FOR THAT AIDS WALK... I CANNOT BRING MYSELF TO PAERICIPATE.

DONT THINK IM CRUEL BUT I JUST BELIEVE THAT IF WE CAN SPEND THOUSANDS OF DOLLARS ORGANIZING IT AND ADVERTISING IT, MERCHANDISE AND ALL THESE OTHER MIDDLEMEN THAN WHY CAN'T WE JUST USE ALL THE MONEY WE JUST BLEW FOR ALL OF THAT.

AND SEND IT INTO THESE LABS SO THEY CAN FIND A CURE?

PUT IT LIKE THIS.

PEOPLE HAVE BEEN WALKING FOR AIDS FOR MANY YEARS.

AND EVEN AFTER ALL THOSE YEARS, AFTER ALL THOSE BILLIONS OF DOLLARS.

WE STILL DON'T HAVE A CURE???

OR AT LEAST A SUBSTITUTE NOTHING AT ALL? NO KIND OF PROGRESS ??

I FEEL LIKE ITS NONSENSE THEN.

MAYBE IF IT WAS MORE OF A HANDS ON WAY OF HELPING WHERE IM ACTUALLY SEEING AND DOING THINGS THAT I CAN SEE FOR MYSELF IS HELPING.

LIKE FEEDING THE HUNGRY AND HOMELESS OR GIVING AWAY CLOTHING TO FAMILIES IN NEED, OR SENDING MONEY GRAMS TO THOSE WHO NEED IT SO WHEN THEY OPEN THEIR MAIL THEY HAVE A CHECK FOR WHATEVER SUM OF MONEY. SO THEY CAN CASH IT!!

LIKE I WANT TO DO SOMETHING WHERE I CAN SEE THE PROGRESS OF MY HELP.

BUT IF YOU GONNA HAVE ME WALKING UP AND DOWN MANHATTAN FOR HOWEVER LONG AND ALL I GET TO SEE IS SWEATY STINK PEOPLE, AND CRUSHED UP DIXIE CUPS, THEN NO!

IF ALL I GET TO SEE IS THE 11'0CLOCK NEWS DOCUMENTING ...PEOPLE WALKING!! THEN NO

I'M NOT WALKING FOR SHIT!

FUCK THAT.

TO ME IT SEEMS LIKE A DAMN GIMMICK...

LIKE SOME TOM FOOLERY .

IM NOT KNOCKING THOSE WHO DO DO THESE EVENTS, FOR THEM I AM HAPPY IF IT MAKES THEM HAPPY.

JUST DONT COME AT ME LIKE IM WIERD.. BECAUSE I CHOOSE TO NOT WALK. AND YOU DONT LIKE MY BELIEFS

THATS HOW I AM.

I DONT KNOW HOW SASHA FIERCE WOULD REACT BUT... THIS IS HOW SASHA DOES IT.

I'D RATHER BE ON THE COMITTEE WHO HELPS FIND THE CURE, OR BE THE NURSE IN THE HOSPITAL THAT TENDS TO THE SICKLY.

THAN WALK A BLOCK AND GO HOME.

...I THINK IM JUST MORE OF A HANDS ON TYPE OF GIRL...

ME SIGNING OUT...

"...don't say the car topless..."

I see Cassie just full of surprises now-a-days.

She has umm.."leaked" i think the word is now
pics of her on the net.

Butt ass nakey.

for all you Cassie fanatics lol.

I'd rather look at those than her half bald head I'll tell you that much.

Cassie...

Apologies... <3

**ahem**

i apologize for how the last post was posted... i read it back after i calmed down..

n i sound insane as all hell. 

ahahhahaha...

i don't know 

it was kind of like i just broke.

that day i lost my phone... n bugged the fuck out..

like i was really throwing a fit.

on top of that.

I got into it with my landlords siblings.

because they tried to come at my mom.... which all who know. Sasha was definetly not having >.<

lmao

so neway I was really thinking seriously and I mean to do what I say.

alot of craptastic things has been happening to me lately and I just feel like its time

to let go of all the drama and do me.

like nike® [<--- ooo u like that don't you??]

besides all that summing up halloween, I'd put it like this..

it was really a movie I swear. like Superbad or Pineapple Express...

so much crazy shit had happened, i wished I coulda recorded it.

but I didn't so just use your ...imagination...

ooo I have to say right now...

I''m so fucking sick its not even funny :[

I woke up with my throat feeling like cats were sexually healing each other inside of it.

ughhhhh fasudask >.<>

I drank like a cup of Children's Motrin... yea man I was on that "Sizurp"

[u wouldn't believe how u can actually make it..]

maybe not.

i Know I had some crazy shit to type but I really forgot.... it was funny too.

hmmm uhh

fuk it I forgot.

yo im on this one blog. iono shit is mad funny to me.

the dude kinda remind me of meself.

hehehe 

my dude Spiff.

he is he-larry-us.

or not i mean I'm not u.. iono what u would think was funny.

yo for real my throat really killing me like omg...

so imma stop now.

....they just talking bout it.

Quote of the day!

"Them niggas falling when the wind blows, and I'm just rolling up my window.

FUCK 'EM!!"