..I don't wanna grow up.

I'm 19...

and nothing entices me as much as these :\

on another note..

wtf is wrong with my blog... why is my "about me" and everything else...located at the bottom of my page??

if anyone knows the problem can u please help a G out... like
this shit is confusing :\

n i failed cisco in highschool .. so nuffin technical kk.

:]

No one on the corner has a S.L.M.

was on the homie Robbie page so i decided to snatch up this bad boy for those who dont know who i am :]

enjoi!!!




Name: Sasha ™
Birthdate: February 1990 ---Aquarius uh huh
Birthplace: Parkchester
Current Location: Bum ass Kingsbridge
Eye Color: dark brown
Hair Color: at the moment... idk
Height: 5'6
Weight: ----dun matter i look good.
Piercings: ears
Tatoos: soon
Boyfriend/Girlfriend: Boyfriend
Overused Phraze: cornball, ya moms, dirty, smd, fuck you
FAVORITES
Food: cookies.. chocolate chip :]
Candy: most things chocolate.. or sour power straws
Number: many zeros
Color: green
Animal: used to like dogs b4 kingston came.
Drink: koolaid...mixed wit grape soda haha
Alcohol Drink: bacardi.. watermelon
Bagel: wif cream cheese n bacon
Letter: S
Body Part on Opposite sex: face
This or That
Pepsi or Coke: pepsi
McDonalds or BurgerKing: McDonalds got me open
Strawberry or Watermelon: watermelon...
Hot tea or Ice tea: Ice Tea wit a lemon.. the powder kind..
Chocolate or Vanilla: Chocolate
Hot Chocolate or Coffee: Mixed
Kiss or Hug: give hugs, get kissed
Dog or Cat: cats r evil
Rap or Punk: rap
Summer or Winter: winter
Scary Movies or Funny Movies: funny
Love or Money: cant have one w/o the other
YOUR...
Bedtime: when eyes become chinkier than normal.
Most Missed Memory: friends
Best phyiscal feature: where do i start, the list goes on my man.
First Thought Waking Up: fuk... im late
Goal for this year: model/ rap :]
Best Friends: none at all
Weakness: charm
Fears: giving up
Longest relationship: a month and change
HAVE YOU...
Ever Drank: duh
Pot: from time to time
Ever been Drunk: off my ass
Ever been beaten up: nope
Ever beaten someone up: the day will come.
Ever Shoplifted: yup... H&M glasses.. sad smh
Ever Skinny Dipped: ?? too cold for that shit.
Ever Kissed Opposite sex: i was raped...consensually.
Been Dumped Lately: neva...
IN A GUY/GIRL
Favorite Eye Color: really lite or really dark
Favorite Hair Color: dun matter
Short or Long: either way
Height: taller than me
Style: fresh your own
Looks or Personality: Personality..
Hot or Cute : i like em cold hearted n cute
Drugs and Alcohol: niether
Muscular or Really Skinny: muscular
RANDOMS
Number of Regrets in the Past: none... everything happens for a reason
What country do you want to Visit: umm... Amsterdam =D
How do you want to Die: loved
Been to the Mall Lately: that shit is trash
Do you like Thunderstorms: when im inside
Get along with your Parents: of course
Health Freak: nope... get sick every other day.
Do you think your Attractive: I know I am
Believe in Yourself: who else gonna?
Want to go to College: sigh... kinda
Do you Smoke: I'm on fire
Do you Drink: is there any koolaid n grape soda?
Shower Daily: even if the waters cold.
Been in Love: once... i think it was lust though.
Do you Sing: in the shower.. + freestyle
Want to get Married: too many niggas, n they all bitches smh.

ummm..

idk.. havent been in a blogging mood lately

kinda bummed out.

work sucks.

n

i wanna invest in shit for the future but blah, yadda yadda

in other news, i do want a lip ring

and im still on the persuasive tip for mum to let me get a tatto on my wrist.

it might happen u never know :|

thats about it for now..

more later on

peace bitch ass muphukaz

Night Mom

Mums in the Hospital :[

she's been in there since yesterday afternoon.

she has a bit of a cough.

She'll probably be back soon, like tomorrow afternoon or so..

so I just wanted to give a shout out to Mommy Dearest :]

srry its on its side 

goodnite sugarlumps z_z

...on a side note.. i felt that i should show some more of my art work..

just visted this guys page and holy beh jesus

its pretty good!

so here ya go lol

 ^basically David was like,  "Dude ...Where's my tattoo.."

and I was like "umm..idk, can i get a pen and paper."

and that is why i draw :].

Look what i found =D

umm Raphael i believe..he was just chillin behind some pens and pencils..

okay off to bed... 

nite

PHOTOBOOTH =]

Umm my sister found Photobooth on the computer awhile back

soooo
im pretending like I didnt know that until now :o

WOWW!!!! Photobooth YAYA!!!

that is a drawing i did like 30 minutes ago

HARRY!!!!!!!!

Omg omg omg!!! >:ooo

Harry Potter and The Half- Blood Prince Trailer <3333333

http://www.apple.com/trailers/wb/harrypotterandthehalfbloodprince/

dont watch it on youtube.. or onsmash or no shitty ass stuff like that


got to apple.com/trailers and experience the goosepimples like i did :]

What the Duche

Why are yall so fucking annoying >:[

i mean you know damn well everyone doesn't watch t.v. like they used to because of the bullshit
they substitue for entertainment. and now kanYe's Vid i can't even experience without it being taken down...

it was really good to :\

its like 3:03 and i gotta be to work at 4... which means im going to be late..

because at this very moment I am in a sweatshirt and underwear.. {grrwwwlllzz}

*whispers* i know u want it
lol

ooo look at this :]



sexy i know

this is my prom dress right :]

[best believe i will be wearing that to an event later on =]
[oo btw don't mind the dirty as floor.. we were remodeling]

and look what i found....



aha!!! my suspicions were right!
Tocarra is wearing my exact same dress in blue..

this can only mean one thing..
she's stalking my wardrobe and planning to overtake my identity to corupt the world... :o

ehh its understandable i mean... i am awesome ^.^

lol

okay lemme bounce before Pimp Ronald come knocing on my door...

you know its hard out here for a trick


i leave you with the song of the moment

lmao

xoxoxo

[*-*]

Good Morning

kanYe West Video for "Good Morning"



idc what people say..
i like it better than "Champion".

New LAyout

spent all day yesterday doing this new layout... hmmm ?_?

nite nite

Healing Quite Nicely

Okay the the gash in my forehead is healing nicely thanks to moms quick think and frozen peas..

it looks like a battle wound you know...

THUG LIFE!!!

and i just figured out how to make a movie...i will post soon son

im out like a sperm..

...eww thats disgusting

..oh yeah swallow my words and head my saying if you odn't know by now

im the fuckin shit... sorry

just thought i should mention for those who forgotten :]

fuk my bluetooth isnt working...

Ohh yeah My Shit i keep it on repeat :]

Little Jackie - Black Barbie =D

this song is the shizzle.. the lyrics are funny

sorry for this monster of a playlist but idk how to get the cute little auid ones :[

ouch

MUTHAFUCKERRRRRRRRRR!!!!!

OH MY GOD YO IT HURTS SO BAD

AHHHHH

I HIT MY FUCKIN FOREHEAD ON THE CORNER OF MY T.V. STAND.

THERE A HOLE IN MY FUKING FOREHEAD OMG!!!

OWWWWWW
....
FUK FUK FUK
FUKKKKKKKKKKKK!!!

... :,{

ehh

decided i would give you a taste of what i believe are the best albums of 2007../ 08
its not in order of anything.

I was just bored and tryna get a lil bit more time on the computer before i realize i have shit to do.. [oop... too late oh well :]
FUK U ERRANDS >:\

anywho here we go :]


Seeing Sounds
N*E*R*D
fav tracks:
•Love Bomb
•Sooner or Later
•Windows

for real this album is the shit... every track makes me wanna
do something productive. like buy a metrocard that will last me more than
2days :]



Exclusive
Chris Brown
fav tracks:
•Take You Down
•Hold Up

I heard this version before the "forever edition" so fuck you.
I like it alot. I mean alot alot. it gives you a sexual feeling. i think thats what Mr. Brown was going for. mmm hmm... i see you Chrihanna.
[btw: the video for Forever made me hate the song.]



Extraordinary Machine
Fiona Apple
fav tracks:
•Window
•Extraordinary Machine

Holy shit if you didn't fucks with Fiona before
i advise you to do so now. her album is so emotional and another adjective, that it makes you wanna have a boyfriend just to break up and make songs about him.
she made this album due to problems with her label and breaking up with her producer. It's not love dovey "i miss you" shit its something awesome.



Tha Carter III
Lil Wayne
fav tracks:
•Comfortable
•Let the Beat Build
•3 peat

Stop hating please. I mean I know people love to hate him and hate to love the man but please give it up for this album.
it is beyond Lil Wayne indefinetly. Tracks like 3peat and Comfortable just get you right here *points to heart*



Discipline
Janet Jackson
fav tracks:
•So Much Betta
•LUV
•Can't Be Good

For those who didn't even give miss Janet the time of day
I advise you to rethink that move. Holy Shmacks this album wil have you rocking. Shit it had me rocking



Kala
M.I.A.
fav tracks:
•What I Got
•Come Around
•20 Dollars
• Bamboo Banga

Named after her mother this album kills it with beats and rhymes.
Every track is so hard. Deadass this is something more people need to listen to.
music like this just to rock to an alternative.



It Won't Be Soon Before Long
Maroon 5
fav tracks:
•Back At Your Door
•A Little of Your Time
•Nothing Last Forever

Sex album. I think they're freaks.
This album has alot to do with woman and sexual acts and *ahem*
Kiwi? have you ever read the lyrics?



Blackout
Britney Spears
fav tracks:
•Heaven On Earth
•Why Should I Be sad
•Freakshow

Why do so many people forget that Britney is the shit.
Sure she went slightly crazy and is a thieving hoe.
But she makes hella good music.
and this album proves that without any doubt.
Danja Timbaland's protege deserves an award for what he did with Britney.
Download this album if anything.

and here's some more albums yall should look at.
I know most of us forgot about CD's and those who still go outside with CD players
are thought of to have a mental illness... or some shit.


Back To Black
Amy Winehouse

•Back to Black •Me & Mr. Jones •Wake Up Alone


Night Ripper
Girl Talk

•Bounce That •Once Again •Smash You Head

[this actually came out in 2006 but its still really good]


The Odd Couple
Gnarls Barkley

•Whatever •Going On •A Little Better


Sol-Angel and the Hadley St. Dreams
Solange

•ChampangeChronicNightcap •Sandcastle Disco •White Picket Fence


Version
Mark Ronson

•Oh My God •Stop Me •Toxic


Lupe Fiasco's The Cool
Lupe Fiasco

•Little Weapon •The Coolest •Hello/Goodbye [Uncool]

[duh]


We Are Pilots
Shiny Toy Guns

•Le Disko •You Are The One •Don't Cry Out


American Gangster
Jay-Z

•Blue Magic •I Know •Hello Brooklyn •Say Hello


and that's about it... ya nah mean.
I would've put Usher album up here.
but that shit was beyond garbage.
I mean it really was low for Usher.
Special Shout Out to LimeWire :]

New :]

You know what

i know you don't so im going to tell you =]

Im going to start another blog.

i know i know why sasha?

well i'll tell you why goddammit!! >:o

because i want to write about myself and everything i like.
but its like mad shit i want ot write and i have too many ideas and visions and likes in my mind to just have one blog.

this new blog will be about what im interested in. like the music i listen to, fashion, people
basically what i notice on the other blogs.

but don't get gassed. it won't be like all the other blogs.. for it will be better,
it will be so awesome that you will quit your jobs and live off of top ramen and cereal.
and my blog. :]

soon come...
:}}}

Wreckhouse

so last night me and my sister got prepared to go out to support my friend levon and his crew's
party. the wreckhouse 3 in 1 party i was talking about in an older post.]

Any way mad shit happened before we even got to the party.
its a regular old day.
I headed down to UniQlo to pick up a pair of jeans for my sister and then me and david went to
buy my board =]] [BTW: its made by blind® and it has a cute reaper dude on the backside:] i love him<3] onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhxWGgf2MKE_XE2YWfL0vw71Ba6yMsX7q_VusHq-R_EU2Rty_Zj89AA7XHSL6Ot5g58lVvABubGaPkuI_fg1ws_aTDBp5mY706I33PHvgclCwNTxXDLbgA2KEFFJWTzJiSysdFyE7yC9Pk/s1600-h/0810080229a.jpg">




These were after we got outside...
inside was too dark my little enV couldn't do it
..more later on.

So I have been really busy this past week and kind of dissapointed that i didnt get to go to that concert. :,[ if you didnt notice already.

so anywho that one event made me think seriously about where i want to go in the future.

before when people would tell me oo the way you are in highschool is how you are for the rest of your life.

i used to just look at them like "no not really"

i still think that but to a certain point. i believe if you have enough determination to change you shall. i mean you control you and whatever life brings is due in part to choices you make. if you make the choice to be a lazy bum do you really think your going to be balling by the time your 30? nah

that's why im uneasy about my future. it's like i have alot of ability and too much talent to contain. if i try something new im able to have it downpack by like a week. i can draw i can write i can do anything but it doesn't mean shit if you let it go to waste. and throughout my end of sophmore year to senior year that's what i did. i had the mean drawers block [<---is that a word?] and i think it was because i was too busy worrying about what my friends were into rather than what i was into.

but enough of that. Im sure im meant for something more. i mean when i was just a little child i could've died due a disease i had where i couldn't hold down any food at all.. like i was 8 months and i couldnt eat anything i lost alot of weight and when my mother brought me to the doctors they told her it was nothing serious. I reiterate... i could've died as a child but my mothers determination and intuition got me to where i am today. alive.

shit i know i must be meant for something great if i could survive something like that .. and i was less than a year old.. god must have a plan in store for me and i intend to take the blueprints and make it happen.

Education

So yesterday I was on aim having conversations with friends [cause you know...that's how I do]

and I was speaking to a couple of them about there colleges.

One said she was going to Medgar Evans...another was some shit up north and so on and so forth.

I was really proud that my friends were all going to college. Even if it isnt the best college on the planet.

But what makes a college good? the students of course so even if you go to a community college as long as you prove to yourself that it doesnt matter what college im in im going to do the best I can then that's all that really matters.

For instance my lovely self. I was supposed to go to CUNY York in Queens for my college.

and honestly I realy don't even know how I got accepted. I mean I didn't have shit grades but I didn't do anything for college. deadass my sister helped me out with most everything.

For one school was so stressful senior year and my bullshit counselour was not any help at all. [she probably never even sent in my final transcript...]

But now I'm going to register for BCC [yes goddammit B C muthafuking C]

and I told everyone I knew about it. I don't know but I don't feel any type of way about going to BCC [even though it is proclaimed as one of the worst Community Colleges...]

In highschool I used to joke around if someoone failed like..."oh well have fun in BCC"

but now that I'm going its going to be easy peasy.

Put it like this. It's probably better for a person to go to a shit college [no offense BCC] and get excellent grades. Than go to a top ranked one and be left in the dust because of stress and not understanding the course.

Besides... most everyone I've ever come to know in the bronx.. went to BCC at one point or another and afterwards some of them did great and others... i shake my head for them.

Education is something really big to me and I don't take it lightly. Even though I may slack off. I would never let that come in between me and my goals. I know I'm meant for something more than Bronx New York. Kingsbridge, and McDonalds.

But if I don't take heed and plan for the future. If I'm just stuck in the present because I want to be fly and have all the latest gear. then I'm going to be just like those who I see on the street.

26 years old, pregnant or had a couple already still living with their parents, a minimum wage job or none at all, partying all the time and not trying to better myself. But at least I got the new pair of Jordans that came out.

right?

AVATAR FINALE :p

It was very very goooood.

OOo Aang...your pre-pubescent abs turn me on lol ::dies::


i hope M.Night Shama...[sumfin another ]
doesn't suck the movie for all its worth n make it like Harry Potter... =.=

...they say he [Jonathan Nguyen ] will play Aang in the live action movie
...hmmm...

Breakfast Lunch Dinner

In Other News...

=]...breakfast was delicious.

ooo....cream cheese and toasted bread

white rose...just as good...or better than the real one =]] >bitch<

SLEEPY...

...its 4:32 am...


i have to be at York..in Queens, BCC, and Lehman...in a couple of hours



...goodnite z_z























[this pic is extra old...ZzZz]